Don Miguel Explores Himself

Why do
I do the things
I do the way I do
For the reasons I do them - why?
I ask.


I care.
Just because I
Seemingly don't give a
Shit or a damn doesn't mean I do
Not care!


I sit
And contemplate
My life's current cause and
Station and what truly matters
To me.


Filling
Voids with porn leaves
Me feeling empty deep
Inside. A temporary release
From what?


I need
New friends, to get
Out more, to grow out of
My comfort zone and learn and to
Live life.


I need
To stop beating
Myself up over my past,
Myself, and everything else I'm
Packing.


I am
Contagious with
A certain zest for life,
Love; passionate for living and
Loving!